My R ♡ English Cover【rachie】 わたしのアール

My R ♡ English Cover【rachie】 わたしのアール

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[ Contains topics involving Abuse and Suicide acts ] ♪ Just as I was about
to take my shoes ♪ ♪ Off, on the rooftop there I see ♪ ♪ A girl with braided
hair here before me ♪ ♪ Despite myself,
I go and scream ♪ “Hey… … don’t do … …it please!” [Music instruments solo] ♪ Whoa, wait a minute
what did I just say? ♪ ♪ I couldn’t care less either way ♪ ♪ To be honest, I was
somewhat pissed ♪ ♪ This was an opportunity missed ♪ ♪ The girl with braided
hair told me her woes ♪ ♪ You’ve probably
heard it all before ♪ “I really thought that
he might be the one but then he told me he was done.” [ Yelling ]
♪ For god’s sake please! ♪ ♪ Are you serious?
I just can’t believe ♪ ♪ that for some stupid reason
you got here before me. ♪ ♪ Are you upset cause
you can’t have what you wanted? ♪ ♪ You’re lucky that you’ve never
gotten robbed of anything! ♪ “I’m feeling better
thank you for listening” ♪ The girl with braided hair
then disappeared ♪ “Alright, today’s the day!”
♪ or so I thought ♪ ♪ Just as I took both of my shoes off ♪ ♪ There was but a
girl short as can be ♪ ♪ Despite myself,
I go and scream ♪ ♪ The petite girl told me her woes ♪ ♪ You’ve probably
heard it all before ♪ “Everyone ignores me, everyone steals I don’t fit in with anyone here” [Yells]
♪ For god’s sake please! ♪ ♪ Are you serious?
I just can’t believe ♪ ♪ that for some stupid reason
you got here before me. ♪ ♪ Cause even so, you’re still
loved everyone at home ♪ ♪ There’s always dinner waiting
on the table, you know! ♪ ♪ “I’m hungry”, said the girl
as she shed a tear ♪ ♪ The girl short as can be
then disappeared. ♪ ♪ And like that, there
was someone everyday ♪ ♪ I listened to their tale ♪ ♪ I made them turn away. ♪ ♪ And yet there was no one who ♪ ♪ would do this for me,
no way I could… ♪ ♪ …let out all this pain ~ ♪ ♪ For the very first time, there I see ♪ ♪ someone with the
same pains as me. ♪ ♪ Having done this time
and time again ♪ ♪ she wore a yellow cardigan. ♪ “I just wanna stop
the scars that grow ev-e-ry time that I go home.” “That’s why I came up here instead”, ♪ that’s what the girl in
the cardigan said ♪ ♪ Whoa, wait a minute
what did I just say? ♪ ♪ I couldn’t care less either way. ♪ ♪ But in the moment
I just screamed ♪ ♪ something that
I did not believe. ♪ “Hey, don’t do it please!” [ Yells ]
♪ A-a what to do? ♪ ♪ I can’t stop this girl,
oh this is new ♪ ♪ For once I think I’ve bitten off
more than I can chew. ♪ ♪ But even so please just
go away so I can’t see ♪ ♪ your pitiful expression is
just too much for me! ♪ “I guess today is just not my day” ♪ she looked away from me
and then she disappeared ♪ ♪ There’s no one here today,
I guess it’s time ♪ ♪ It’s just me myself and I ♪ ♪ There’s no one
who can interfere ♪ ♪ No one to get in my way here ♪ ♪ Taking off my yellow cardigan ♪ ♪ Watching my braids
all come undone ♪ ♪ This petite girl,
short as can be ♪ ♪ Is gonna jump now and be free ♪ [Music Ends]
Fin. Let’s help raise funds for the
[American Foundation for Suicide Prevention] Thanks for Watching and Listening!!!

100 Replies to “My R ♡ English Cover【rachie】 わたしのアール”

  1. i think the four girls are actually the same one and each one represent her reason to live so when sh's out of reasons she jumped : I

  2. For those who keep saying 'she never took her shoes off at the end' it's because it doesn't say she jumped it says she's 'going to' jump. She hasn't jumped yet 'this petite girl short as can be IS going to jump now and be free' the video just shows her jumping.

  3. The voice is really good and is everyone a representation of her problems?? Comment please and tell what is this about

  4. I believe the original reason it’s called “My R” is because it means “My Reflection.”
    The girl with braided hair was a representation of her love life and how it went badly.
    The girl short girl was about her close relations.
    The girl in the yellow cardigan was her abusive family.
    “It’s just me, myself and I.”
    All the different girls blended into one is her.

  5. Is she saying, "And yet there was no one who would do it for me, no way. I could let out all this pain?"
    Or, "And yet there was no one who would do it for me. No way I could let out all this pain?"
    Totally changes the meaning amiright? Sry just confused

  6. I never even thought to search up an English cover of this song. Yet, I accidentally heard it in a MV of Heather's. This cover is amazingly beautiful! Honestly, as expected of rachie!

  7. I came here and found the song using a single lyric. Said lyric gave no implications to the meaning of the song. Listening to it now, I'm completely blown away.

  8. I don't think she killed herself. She didn't take her shoes off and that something that's common in Japan if you about to commit suicide. My theory is that when she jumped and landed on another bulidings rooftop and she just ran and countuied to hop from rooftop to rooftop, and she never looked back.

    Also roof hopping is used commonly in movies and sometimes literature works as a, kinda, sense or symbol of freedom. And at the end of the sibg she says "is gonna jump now and be Free ". But thats just my theory.

  9. first time I heard this was in an animation where all the characters where different, so at the end i had absolutely no idea she was describing herself and you do not know how shook I was

  10. For everyone who doesn’t know i wanna clear up a few points that are logical and probably true

    1:(I know this one) In Japan if you take your shoes if you commit suicide

    2: The other people actually aren’t real, and they are metaphors

    3: The “People” are actually the girls reasons to jump, and everytime she tries to talk herself out of it until finally its too much

  11. Is this on iTunes? This song really helped me through tough times when I wanted to end my life, and I really hope that it helps others and I want to listen to it everyday to remind me I matter.

  12. Man this vocaloid song is really dark. Its a girl trying to help people but they will still commit suicide and take their shoes off. She tried to help more then 3. All of them never listened. So what she did is go suicide too. She thinks she can never be trusted.

  13. The disliked are the people who
    are uncomfortable with suicide.
    Edit: *dislikes lol fraking auto correct.

  14. If you think about it people probably saw this girl as someone who went up there everyday to stop people from jumping then jumped herself after a few months

  15. Some people don’t get what it means they think that every girl is just jumping off the roof but all the girls are her

  16. What does each girl actually represent? Like I’m confused about her reasons (My R)? Can someone list them?

  17. 0:57 “You’ve never gotten robbed of anything”
    1:22 “everyone steals”
    1:36 “you’re still loved by everyone at home”
    2:29 “I just wanna stop the scars that grow everytime that I go home”

  18. the last story honestly gets me the most because I can relate to feeling to extremely distraught you physically cannot commit suicide no matter how much you want to because of how much you're crying your body's just to fucking weak to do anything so you just give up haha lol lmao funny relatable story AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

  19. The ppl she telling not to do it is her like the girl with a yellow cardigan I took my cardigan off a petite girl this petit girl a girl with braids as my braids come undone also this song help to know suicide isn’t always the answer I want to kill my self so bad and if I did everyone would be happy

  20. My theory-
    Basically all the girls were her and she convinced herself all those times not to jump. But one day she couldn't stop herself

  21. Fun Fact! Someone actually does try to help her at the end.

    You guys might not know this, but My R is actually from a series of songs called “Diary Of Underage Observation.” Each song in this series is about a different teenager with a special, unique problem. For example, the girl in My R is suicidal. Another one of the teens has amnesia and keeps forgetting her loved ones. Another one has a hopeless crush on her teacher. And so on.

    At the very end of the series, the last song stars an unnamed girl who is known as the “Underage Observer.” Basically, she states that she has been watching all the events of the story happening, and writing it down in her diary and such. But she says she has never tried to stop any of the events, and has always just watched from the sidelines. Throughout the song the Underage Observer comments about how she keeps seeing a strange girl on the rooftop talking to herself. She says she wants to say something to the girl, but can never work up the courage to.

    At the end of the song, the Underage Observer finally approaches the girl from My R, and says, “Hey, don’t do it please!”

    It’s unknown whether the Underage Observer was too late or she actually did end up saving the My R Girl.

  22. Please, everyone stay alive. Call this number for the suicide prevention hotline tel:1-800-273-8255. And this number for
    C.P.S (child protective services) tel:1-888-SOS-CHILD, and for other countries go here for the phone numbers and I couldn’t find an abuse hotline for other countries, sorry.

  23. My R could stand for My Regrets My Reasons My Reflection , probably why it is only called My R and not a specific one.

  24. It hurt me the first i heard this because (I don't wanna seem like a deppresed brat) I almost went through with those actions

  25. I REALLY thought that at the end everyone she saved would scream "Hey! Don't do it please!" for her. It would have been such a great message to my daughter when she gets to the age when everyone thinks about this. That everyone she touched cares for her.

  26. Maybe My R stands for My Resistance?
    It doesn't make as much sense as My Reasons but it could work

  27. excuse me, i used your cover for an advacement for an animatic, if it bothers you tell me and i will change it to the original song, but i gave credits of the cover to you if it bothers you or you dont want to give me permission to use it is okay i will change it

  28. The scars i think she's talking about she could be talking about self harm….but hey that's just a theory! A GA- Ok ill stop….

  29. This song is literally me.
    It’s pretty much exactly my situation with my friend group.
    I have the girl with braided hair, the shortest girl, and the girl with the yellow cardigan. I’ve always appeared anti-suicide for them, but in reality I just want to kill myself. They don’t think I ever would because I’m always trying to save them, and thus when I tried to tell them they wouldn’t believe me. But because I can’t tell anyone how I feel, there’s no one who could save me other than myself. My problems aren’t even as big as theirs anyway, so I have no reason to want to die.

  30. I sang this at my school talent show and made everyone cry and a girl screamed “ARE YOU OK?!?!” I laughed it off and said yes. (I sang it because a boy recently killed himself and I wanted to make a little psa) love the art and stay safe😊

  31. I don’t understand how people don’t get what’s going on in this song. She was trying to stop herself from jumping but in the end could find a reason. I mean come on! They show the same person in all the scenes just in different clothes!!

  32. Holy crap. Your voice is just amazing. It’s the vocalist every producer wants. Your voice just fits with every song you do

  33. So everyday it was the same girl telling herself not to jump for so many different reasons, but in the end she jumped anyways to be free from all her reasons why she was gonna jump before?

  34. At the end it struck me.
    Heres what i think happened:

    She was telling herself all of these things and they eventually happen to her. She ended up not having anymore valid reasons to not jump off, so she ended up doing it.

    That's just what i think.

  35. This song was a sort of wake up call for me. In a way it helped me. I have tried suicide two times already and the second one was recent and was very bad. When I feel like all hope is gone I sometimes listen to this song. I would even listen to it to and from school on the bus cause it calmed me a little. In a way, thank you.

  36. All the people she sees aren’t real. They’re reasons are each one of the reasons why she wanted to commit suicide but she kept telling herself “no”
    One day she just couldn’t handle it and she jumped

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